sigh. sick. sucks. stupid!
i'm somehow losing that bit of interest in netball. or perhaps is just for the time being. shrug. i dont know whats wrong with me. but for the first time in my whole entire life i actually didnt turn up for training. and i didnt feel anything. last time, its like even if i'm sick i'll at least be there. or at least, i'll feel bad about not turning up. but now? no, zilch zero zip. AHHHH! SOMEONE PLEASE REALLY KILL ME NOW. my world's just crumbling down. damn it! well, i havent talked to liz for 5days and it feels like 324537974 years. ): theres still undone projects. and guess what, me cal and jn have already planned what to do for june hols when fucking myes havent even arrive. i think i'm becoming super rebellious. and everythings just simply too wrong with me. i dont know, is it me that have changed or the people around? shrug. if only i had someone i really can talk to. but i really thank god for cal and sha to be around when i needed them. not forgetting ciwei, van and ya gen! PS. -gen! i'm not a gangster. even though you wouldnt read this. but yea, I DONT LOOK LIKE MIKO!

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